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Fri, 20 Apr 2012 12:12:16 -0400

Gpoy

Days like this

Wed, 18 Apr 2012 00:29:51 -0400

Those bad days. The days where nothing will seem to get better…that was today. I’m a very optimistic person but when something so personal and close to me is being torn down and put under a microscope its hard for me to deal. My confidence is at am all time low. Then I question where the heck has my mind been all this time. I don’t know who or what exactly is to blame….I just know that its not that bad of a situation…but it has dome a lot to me emotionally. I’m greatfull for my family and friends who heard me out…and comforted me at this time.

“Behold I make all things new”

Sat, 07 Apr 2012 22:58:50 -0400

“Behold I make all things new”

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Fri, 06 Apr 2012 18:34:58 -0400

Only loved ones can call me menny….. So the day you stopped calling me that was the day you...

Thu, 05 Apr 2012 16:41:37 -0400

Only loved ones can call me menny….. So the day you stopped calling me that was the day you stopped loving me. I’m not afraid to say it….I miss the Hell out of you Pedro Augusto Medina. Not you just being my boyfriend, but you being my better half. You always knowing what to tell me and knowing how to calm me down and not take anything to seriously… I’m not asking for you back…..I’m just craving what I.found in you…..and I realize this whole time all I was doing was searching for you in others. And now we have nearly nothing to say to each other.

In America people know, but nobody cares….#human trafficking

Thu, 05 Apr 2012 10:45:11 -0400

In America people know, but nobody cares….#human trafficking

Growing pains

Wed, 04 Apr 2012 23:59:06 -0400

Growing pains

The prettiest people do the ugliest things

Wed, 04 Apr 2012 00:05:17 -0400

The prettiest people do the ugliest things

If I am a nun, can I still listen to Kanye?

Mon, 02 Apr 2012 22:50:06 -0400

If I am a nun, can I still listen to Kanye?

This Man NEEDS TO RETIRE. seriously

Mon, 02 Apr 2012 17:38:54 -0400

This Man NEEDS TO RETIRE.

seriously

At first I wanted you to be all mine but I’ve realized you are not even worth my time

Mon, 02 Apr 2012 15:06:24 -0400

At first I wanted you to be all mine but I’ve realized you are not even worth my time

Words from my Professor

Fri, 30 Mar 2012 15:44:19 -0400

I just read my comments on my pre hearing for my senior recital. I read a couple if things that really made me think and inspired me!!

I really want to feel that you are completely engaged in performing this music and are giving everything you have, but it’s not there yet. Dig deep and just play as if it is the last time you will EVER play bassoon-don’t hold anything back. Dr.Guist

Good Work. Well Prepared. You can play bassoon - Now make music. Dr.Ballatori

I always tend to be small minded. And it is no different in music. I limit what I can and can’t do. Ya sure I have a good tone and can read notes, great with the fingerings…but how often is it that I play do I make music????

Senior Recital is a GO!!!!!!!!!!!

Fri, 30 Mar 2012 15:08:49 -0400

Senior Recital is a GO!!!!!!!!!!!

When you realize that you're the one that's wrong in an argument

Fri, 30 Mar 2012 01:11:30 -0400

When you realize that you're the one that's wrong in an argument:

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I know I don’t talk about this much. But I love music. I can’t imagine life without it....

Wed, 28 Mar 2012 15:16:33 -0400

I know I don’t talk about this much. But I love music. I can’t imagine life without it. It’s always has been and always will be a part of me. That is something that I will never not let go! After playing today my mind was off and my soul was expressed. I don’t even know where to start with the thought and emotions I am feeling. I am suppressing them right now because I just don’t want to know right now….but for that hour of playing music…my feelings and thoughts didn’t matter. My playing and my groups playing absoultly consumed me.

I feel a little thrown off with current events. Like I got what I was asking for but I was not specific….so I was let down. I am not completely sure what even that is. I just know what I want and need…but I have not asked for it correctly. I’ve been lonley and surrounded by people …and they both somehow felt the same. It’s not about where you are it is who your with. And I belive that I am in very good company.

That bad feeling of when I woke up is still lurking ….half of it I think Is fear. Good or bad .. I don’t know and right now don’t want to figure it out. Why is it so easy to complain rather than rejoice.

I can’t stop and question why or why not. I can’t belive I am taking time to figure you...

Wed, 28 Mar 2012 00:53:08 -0400

I can’t stop and question why or why not. I can’t belive I am taking time to figure you out. Who to blame? me to blame? you to blame? I would rather stay and argue with you than to be bymyself. I took a piss and dissmissed it and went to go find somebody else. lack of visual empathy is L O V E. Kanye West in my head….fuhh

I have the greatest Friends!!!

Tue, 27 Mar 2012 11:12:11 -0400

I have the greatest Friends!!!

Old...

Tue, 27 Mar 2012 00:45:19 -0400

Is offically in the last 15 minutes of being 21….gulp.

Lets just stay im gonna start off 22 being wiser amd smarter…crazy ass fun weekend...

Sun, 25 Mar 2012 16:51:23 -0400

Lets just stay im gonna start off 22 being wiser amd smarter…crazy ass fun weekend wouldn’t trade it for the world