18 4 / 2012
Days like this
Those bad days. The days where nothing will seem to get better…that was today. I’m a very optimistic person but when something so personal and close to me is being torn down and put under a microscope its hard for me to deal. My confidence is at am all time low. Then I question where the heck has my mind been all this time. I don’t know who or what exactly is to blame….I just know that its not that bad of a situation…but it has dome a lot to me emotionally. I’m greatfull for my family and friends who heard me out…and comforted me at this time.
05 4 / 2012
Only loved ones can call me menny….. So the day you stopped calling me that was the day you stopped loving me. I’m not afraid to say it….I miss the Hell out of you Pedro Augusto Medina. Not you just being my boyfriend, but you being my better half. You always knowing what to tell me and knowing how to calm me down and not take anything to seriously… I’m not asking for you back…..I’m just craving what I.found in you…..and I realize this whole time all I was doing was searching for you in others. And now we have nearly nothing to say to each other.
